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Ohh long time no talk. SO i will recap :)
thursday MY papas surgery went Excellent. After waiting 7 hours he made it out beautifully and he is coming home tommorow. he was a pure hero in there. Im so blessed :)when i was driving hoem i kept listnign to the song click 5-good day and it made me soo happy cause i was so blessed and my nana was driving home for the night and she was crying hysterically with tears of joyu and i kept blowing her kisses and she said it made her so happy to have a family like ours. we had 9 ppl in the waiting room for one person and the ppl in there were like ur such a close family. it made me happy. then i went straight to kim's house. Took a shower and off to kissmisbash. This black guy yelled at us for screaming and i yelled back and got with like a 300 lb 40 year old balck men. SCARY. then christien and kay got in a fight with the bitched behind us. they were so mean they put gum in kays hair. hoes. they were flirting with the gay guys behind us kinda of funyn actaully. Ryan CABRERA is my new lover and he was amazing same with gavin degraw click 5 was decent and the rest were GAY. lmao but it was an overall great night.
FridayKATELYNs house for Secret Santa Party. Which was alot of fun. I went to pilars earlier that night. We wrapped presents and got ready. I got a green belt it was awsome and christine is such a good friend. I had soo much fun. It was so cute
Saturday Nothing happened all day really i sat home and cleaned and stuff with my sister ben joshy and jenna i know i have a life. hahah i was supposed to go bowling but my plans got ruined. eek
TODAY Nothing much but i got my hair cut, new room setup and i spent the day with my family. It was nice. ONE WEEK till Christmas. AND MY papa goes home tommorow. im so blessed
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so i just got home from school. A typical day really. A good lab thought cause it was day 2 and i love day 2's ;) hahah no comment. certain ppl know and ill share but not it here. lol i have a dentist appointment in a half an hour and i am terrified. like soo scared. eeek eeek eeek eeek. they said i have a CAVITY from my like bands. idk but im terrified. I havent had one of those since like first grade. eek. I cant think of anything fun to tell you. so its kind of pointless. i wont be in school tommorow. Its my papa\s surgery and then its kissmissbash. so ick. and we are having a snowday on friday :D hahah. oh this is big news
I got a 97 math average so far!!
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[12 Dec 2005|08:31pm] |
today in school was blah. lol. it was long but i got a 94 on my math test and a 96 on my bio quiz. oh and a 100 on my english quiz. Yahoo. lol Me and Rachelle had long talks and it was fun on the bus this morning. it keeps me awake. Then classes went by pretty fast for the most part. Today was funny with day 4's it made me laugh pretty hard with me pilar and palma. hahaha. NICE. GOODTIMES. I think i quit track and not because of the people or the work but because i have more to do than that. like school and relax and id just be better person with more time to myself. Me and mis padres got in a fight. Same thign everyday, I cannot stand them lately. I guess im a spoiled brat when again we donot have heat in my house. and when i say we donot heat i donot mean like only 70 degrees i mean we donnot have heat. like we do not pay for it. Since i won that thing last night i had no ride ot pick it up so ben is picking me up tommorow and taking me i love him. Such a good brother :)
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[12 Dec 2005|06:39am] |
last night while i was waiting for a phone call from kim hanna i heard kiss98.5 saying " call in and be number 10 and win all the cds from kissmissbash. So im like hey what the hell im randonmly going to kiss miss bash anywho lmao. I never expect to win and my phone was being gay and not working and when it finally worker
I WAS NUMBER 10 lmao
so i was on the radio and i won all the cd*s and im really excited just because i was on the radio :)
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HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY JOSHY<3
I ABSOLUTLY LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART :) <3 AUNT SARAH
so today has been kinda tought.i feel bad for being mean to a certain friend but i feel like hurt and hearing joshy same some of the stuff he said was sad. Overall thought Josh's party went rather well. We had a nice cake and a nice family get together. Not much but nice for the family being there. We all tried. My poor papa cannot make it. I miss him. I dont know what to do for him. I love him so much. It terrifies me. Josh loved my gift. And i Now have 10$ for Christmas Gifts going to my sisters and then more to add on to my moms :). Then kim dani and pilar. I hope this holiday is the best one coming and my papa is well. Please pray for him. Id appreicate it
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Bless you guys!
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[10 Dec 2005|11:05am] |
Hi im Sarah. I play field hockey and run track. Im 15 years old and a sophmore at HHS. Im a very nervous person and Its like un-cureable. Kim has been trying to fix me for bout 2 years now. It makes me seem very shy. hahaha. Despite how sometimes I do not always feel pretty I am more comfortable with myself and how I look when I try then I ever have been. I really dislike how i donot tan. But i do like how i resemble my family alot. I like people with a good head on their shoulders and confidence. Very Respectable. I wear what I like. I shop at yes both Pacsun and Then Aero. WHICH IS WEIRD. But i like having dressy clothes from Aero and having my normal clothes from Pacsun. Take it or leave it. I like taking pictures and being Crazy. Me and kim are camera Whores :) I really dislike people who make me nervous or judge me which is usually what makes me nervous. I appear shy but give me some time and soemthing fun to do i WONT BE. I promise. Im not very good at art because im very impatient. I want it to look good from the first start. But i love making art despite the fact I am not good at it. I Like beaded necklases from the little kid beads to fake pearls. I love my friends to death. They are always there for me :) I love walking around the village or the Movies. The way to my heart is Good music and a Nice Compliment here and there. oh and Last but not least my birthday is September 21. Im an early Bday. and liek 8327245098 people have the same birthday as me but i wouldnt have it anyother way haha aka quinn and jenny and kevin and liek 10x people. haha
that is now in my myspace but there is soo much more about me. like soo much.
I feel like i donot have a best friend. or a groub of bestfriends. Lately i feel alot of like alone. And eveyone else is alreayd bestfriends and there is me. Im a religious person. I wasnt brought up religiously either. Never went to church till last year when i made dani come with me so i could go. We would walk there. Wes has influenced me even more with religion. He is one my better friends and such a good influence.Im not a very strong person alot of the time. BUT I TRY so hard to be. I would love having more friends to hangout who would care about me too! Im scared of frogs. Like honestly there horrible. When i say im nervous i mean im nervous. I get kinda dizzy and scared. and alot of boys can do that to me. Have the reason i get to nervous is becayse im afraid people are judging me. It bothers me to know ppl can look at me and say stuff bout me without knowing me or wanting to get to know me.I pretend to be a very happy person but alot of the time i am and am not. Actually the wya i want to put this is i am a happy person but deep down little inner problems bring me down everyday. Im getting braces in about a month. So more reason to feel uncomfortable with myself :(. Im not that like i guess attractive but im not unattrative. Im in the middle sometimes i Feel like 1000000000 Dollars and other times i feel like 22 cents. but everyone gets that and i wish i could stop that feeling for everyone because EVERYONE has something amazing to them. IF you meet any person you meet you can find at least polly 5 good things about them. Everyone has Good things about them despite what you may feel. Even people you dislike have good qualities. Im scared of my past and the way i have acted. I hate it. ALOT. From the time i was 10 its been a jounrey. lmao. Throguht middleschool. I think every girl can say this but they regret half the things they say so now i try to rid myself of how i acted there. Even if i look in retrospect of yesterday i have the same tendancys but im TRYING to stop. There not nearly as bad. As almost gone. But still not who i want to be. I try to be a nice overall person. I think im come off as idk maybe yucky lmao because when im with my friends im kinda of loud lmao with my laughing and im clumbsy. I think i appear i can take anything ppl throw at me but i cant. My future also scares me cause I DONNOT KNOW what i want to be at all and im terrified of not knowing.
Again, I apologize for my actions and mistake i have made throughtout my life;however, i am trying to be a better person. I will do all I can. :)
I love you all :)
Thanks for reading this
ME spilling my heart to you. PLEASE READ
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[07 Dec 2005|04:02pm] |
so today i had numerous tests. One in global and spanish and in english. and tommorow i have one in math that i have to review for. Im debating on if i should quit track. There is pros and cons. Like cons are i love some ppl on the team like ringo and obv kim and dani and accordino. And if kim and dani stay on(which they will since they dont care if i quit but if it was kim i know we would or if it were dani)i would like miss out on like hanging out with them and then liek fridays would be them time and never me. for either of them. But saturdays which they polly would makes plans with ppl besides me as it is. so like its rought. I would get home early. Have time for a job. Better grades. Time to relax and less stress. I would still workout like after school sometimes. I really in my heart donot know what to do. and i hate not knowing yes or no questions.
A lot of things are running throught my mind. For example.. What I want to be when i growup. Pretty general question right? well i have no clue except accountant or teacher which to me are like resorts to stuff i would like but idk. like i do not know. and it drives me insane. i want someone to pick for me. Just like in school like u will for go here and deal with it kinda of thing.
I get my braces in on a month. and Im now like on medication for my gums? lmao weird i know but i have a severe gum invection and if it runs thoguthout my body i can die. COOOL. stfu. not like anyone CARES. anywho.
I NEEED SOME OPIONONS ON THIS!! SOME IMPUT. FROM EVERYONE. INCLUDING YOU. LIKE KIM AND DANI AND WHOEVER ELSE
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[29 Nov 2005|08:04pm] |
so today was school. EXCEPT today in bio me and melanie completly kidding bout being like stupid calling this table the emo table which is completly not like m cause i listen to similar music. and i hope we didnt affend them. NOT MENT TO BE THAT WAY. It like sparked up like haha lmao and then went to like hahahhaa lmao make it more funny and funnier thing. ICK. feel bad.
SO I LIKE THIS BOY<33 and ITS AGAINST THE RULES TO. CODE of like LIFE. I have to wait. and i think i might. will see. its HARD.
TRACK WAS THE FIRST DAY TO HURDLE. MAKES ME EXCITED :D yayaya
i think gods trying to send me a sign. With the way my life works. SO honestly im trying to be a 10x better person. from here on out. i dont want to be a mean person and i apologize.
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not to much went on this weekend. alot of fun. me and matt and kim are all friends again. so i hung out with pilar on friday. first we went to my sisters hosue and babysat then sledding with everyone. I guess conner thinks IM crAzZY :) haha good times. i acxcidently hit pilar in the face with an ice chunk. then i highlighted my hair which is a surprise. yay. then later this weekend we (me meg pilar lisa and kim) went to go see just friends. such a good movie. last night wes was one of the best ppl to talk to ever. my papa passed out last night and it was one of the biggest scares of my life. i just realised how sick her was and how selfish i am. i love him so much. please keep him in your prayers
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[24 Nov 2005|04:11pm] |
long time no talk.
i should write in here i miss it. im planning on redoing this tonight. since you cannot hangout on a holiday. Last night i babysat and got some money for the holidays. so far 20$. i know kind of sad. but its somewhere to start. Ben and Kim Joshy and Jenna are here to. My nana and papa were here earlier to but they left maybe an hour ago. I took joshy sledding for the first time. SOO CUTE<33 it was so cute. the first time was slower then gradually faster and it got in his face so i gave him my coat and hat. haha . Now im just hanging out with my brother and sister, and listning to music and talking online.
Tommorow is sledding and going to Pilar's house. Im really excited:)
COMMENT since i havent wrote in so long maybe it will inspire me to write more
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[01 Nov 2005|06:41am] |
yesterday was halloween but me and kim i guess DO indeed have a consieous and we didnt trick or treat cause we knew it was wrong.We just hung out with chelle. We seen shaun and we told him))mostly kim)) how we miss him. and the shaun we USE to know none of this bullllshit. it was a FUN night but nothing different. so chad came ot my door and stole all the candy. he is such a punk. thats bout all
GOOD JOB VARISTY. One Team down :) You guys are awsome.
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so last night i went to the hub with kim and danielle and bret. Me and dani were hanging out with Bret and kim but we were like ehhh so we walked around and hung out with Drew Oconner Jessie Gabel and Kevin Scoma. It was alot of fun GOtta love those kids.They do the crasiest things ever. and If you see Kevin on monday check out his shoe. there should be a pretty ribbon on it. hahah Good times. Me and wes really didnt talk last night but he was having a bad night so I understand. it was like akward. he like looked at me and hes like " its akward talking to you right now there soemthing about you" im like uhmm okay hahah wEIRD. I played pool fooseball and hockey. SO i so scored playing hockey with dan and Bob Barten. Oh and kyle keeps trying ot beat me up. GOSHH. haha well i had a fun and good night.I woke up pretty early and now i neeed to talk to pilar:)
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FIRST OF ALL
LADIESJVFIELDHOCKEY*ILOVEYOU<33 14-3 :)
YOU LADIES, ILL MISS YOU SO MUCH.BESTSEASON EVER!
SO. Last night i did not feel good at all. caught a cold. but it happens nothing to bad. SO last night i ended up babysitting shayna sammy and greg and we watched * CaSpEr* i love that movies. We ordered pizza and i got 26$ well worth it. and last night i fixed my aim :) and tommrow my mom is fixing my computer well im in school
Then today, i walked around with kim around the village. we were cold so we should of worn are long underwear. lmao we walked like everywhere from marks to matts to chelles to matts to the highschool. hahah it was alot of fun. Britt won first for cheerleading yaya. so tommorow me and kim are walking round and going tanning for the next week. yay. its going to be fun and we are writing matt alves anote and delivering it to him tommorow. gotta love him haha
thats all
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[22 Oct 2005|08:11am] |
So last night was awsome. First we had a game in pioneer and i was really expecting to see my cousin alex but he was to busy holding hands with kayla althought his girlfriend is jessica. im like uhh alright. We won with 7 seconds left in the game. Almost went into overtime. scary thought. and on the bus ride back willis said i was MVP and i took Brittney hall's spot on the field well. i was happy :)
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we went to the varsity football game. FrOnTeIr SuCks.((stds and dirty drug needels)) Pretty obvious to see. but any whoe ov Hamburg beat them on their homecoming game. Good job boys<3. We all had fun((Me kim dani christine kyle)) haha i screamed so lost and lsot my voice and got the WORST headache ever but it was worth it. its gone now so yay. and it was like freezing out but it was fine cause christine was prepared and brought blankets.
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im going to my game against clearance it about 20 minutets. OBV were gonna win. I LOVE my field hockey girls. Are record is now 13-3 bout to be 14-3. I know were awsome. <3333 ya ladies. we really worked hard for that. Lets show them BItChEs:) than maybe going to the jv game. idk though. its rainy out
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hahah so last night was amazing hahah. it was me katelyn and melanie and we all kinda got over are bitchy moods from earlier at zjs and we went to the haunted hayride. lmao so we went in with the groub but got scared really badly soo we just froze in the middle for aobut 10 minutes than ran out screaming. and they knew melanies name going MELANIE commone melanie and they were all right there. SCARY. so we finally made it throught and we hugn out with chase titherington ((Spelled that wrong)) and Nick Tagliaferro. lmao good times right there talking bout cecil and dylan. lmfao.I seen lil meghan sarah koss and laurnen there. then her dad picked us up with the bass on all the way hahaha.We went home and watched movies and ate and then Tad woke me and melanie up at like 3 in the morning. haha this morning we wer rapping and dancing and just talking bout highschool and all that stuff. fun times. love them girls<33
earlier that day we all went to the football game and out to eat which was fun but people were irritable and kinda ehh but it all went alright. and after that i got to go shopping with my cousin from gerogia and my sister. My cousin was like do you like me cause u like never talk im like i dooo lol im sorry ill talk more and that made me nervous. well that was my wonderful weekend :)
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[10 Oct 2005|09:56am] |
Soo this def. deserves an entry. Last night meghan and pilar came over and we called ryan. He's a super awsome senior boy at Frannies. He came all the way out to my house and picked us all up. I sat up front and we stopped at his house and his dad and sister whos in are school seen me. SUWEET. and then we went to this mansion like ive only see one other house this big. We played pool and meghan got it on video on his cellphone. I was trying so hard and it just wasnt working. then all the other boys got there. And 2 other girls and we went to this place near chataqua county. it was soo scary and cold. Its this old appanded liek street with these 2 old bridges for railroads to go over. it was scary but i had alot of fun with all of them. Then after being there for like 45 min id say we went back to the mansian and then Ryan drove us home. He is soo nice and soo hott. ohh boy. We talked to him on the phone last night too and we ate chips. I was a little tired due to the face that i basically liek lied the whole way. First of all i told my mom i was at bills house nooo. lol and then we had lisa(thankyou<33) call for us and say she was meghans mom dropping off her retainer. and like all these lies and we didnt get caught for comign home from a seniors boy car ive never met at liek 12 ish. im like SCORE and really excited to do it again :)
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[09 Oct 2005|06:28pm] |
So Tonight:
♥Pilar and Meghan are coming over
♥ Were hanging out with Bill and Matt and Maybe Ryan
♥Were eating tons of junk food and playign cards
♥We are STAYING up really really late and sleeping in nice and long
♥Were being cool :)
Im excited and thats about all. So this is what has been happening. Uhm field hockey is going fine are record is 8-3. so pretty good. we work hard. haha. uhm school is the same old same old except i lost my planner so if you seen it or no where it is tell me so we can be together again haha. It was my sisters birthday yesterday and we babysat the kids oha nd on friday i babysat metzgers. so thats all. LEave me comments. i love them.
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[02 Oct 2005|12:46pm] |
dont really write in here anymore. im sorry. ill try to start again. homecoming was last night. it was decent. im sad and i dont know why thought. im just ehh. we all went back to katelyns house last night and i really wasnt in that good of a mood and i felt kinda bad. ick. i still do. yuck. i feel asleep at liek 2 and im still kinda ehh. this like period of bad moods always tend to happen when liek either winter is here or when its about to come. and i hope this dosent last.
today me and dani might hangout
watch grease and the usual
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its my birthday. we won are game,
BAD DAY.
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[18 Sep 2005|08:09pm] |
so i love how alex told corbin me and my friend thinks he hott and i love how alex tells me mom. SO COOL. lmao. i love my life. liek honestly.
so today i went tubibng with alex matt dean and my uncle. no little tubing with kim and dani that was like not tubing that was being pulled in the tube. my uncle was FWALING us off. like shotting us off. it was insane and soo fun. and it was soo cool hanging out with alex. i love that kid so much. and i love this kid names CORBIN. LMFAO. OMMG hahah kim knows alll.
we all hung otu and broke into crazy annes house and she was home . and ommg like alex went to the door and hes like uhm my friends are in yur house have u sene them im like ohh jesus. lmao. hahah and thats when we seen corbin with his black shaggy hair baby blue eyes dimples and girl pants. OMG. hahah
we all hung out and just listened to music and i learned a song from the white stripes on base and sugar were going down.
MY BIRTHDAY is in 3 days on WEDNESSDAY
oh and i got grounded form the computer today. wow that worked nott.
OCTOBER21-Alexs band in arcade. EXCITED. BE THERE
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